Friday, February 27, 2009
Today will be the answer day, and the result is.. this is the end.
It will be the end for us but a new start for me.
We should look forward to our new life and i believe i will live better than now.
Same goes to you too, the most important thing is dont ever smoke again. This time you wont be able to turn back and you will regret it.
And i do agree the fact that we have different mind set. But you are the one who said that you will change, in the end you take back your words. Didnt know you are this kind of person though i have know you for so many years. Haha but i expected that you cant change right from the start, however i still wanted to give you a chance, since everyone deserve a 2nd chance. I wanted to try to believe in you but you dissapoint me. Plus there are too many things happened between us and people around us. In the end you choose to end it. Since is 2 year plus, not say long but not short either, im sure we've grow. And i think is fate that we cant we together since ur family dont like me and my family dont like u also.
Maybe we just dont suit each other, but i still hope u will have a better life without me.
And im sure i will be better than now.
Tomorrow is always a better day. ^^
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With heartfelt words... ;
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Woots!!! Exams are finally over!! Took the last paper this afternoon, now is time to wait for the results. And time to enjoy my holiday!
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With heartfelt words... ;
Monday, February 16, 2009
Is only been a week and so many things happen. Yaozong's friend pass away yesterday, very shocking for everyone, it's hard to accept for everyone. Is such a young guy with lots of hopes for the future. But i guess it cant be help. I believe what we can do is to fulfill the things he cant for him, to take his share and live his life for him. I believe everyone have to go through the pain of friends or familes deadth. Is just hard to let go because he is still young, he still have a long way to go, he still havent see the world. But no matter what, life still gones on. Now that we realize that human is so weak, we wont know what will happen next, i think we all should treaure people around us more, dont wait until it's gone and regret.
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One chapter of my life comes to an end, chapter with you. Now a new page will start, and more interesting things will happen in the future, i believe.
I thought that we would walk to this stage sooner or later, since we have been keep quarreling all this while. We just couldnt come to an conclusion, we dont have the same mindset, our thinking is different. Everytime i ask you ok anot, you will always say you are fine with it, you can accept, but it seems that you finally burst. However, this time i give you the chance to make desicion. Is not me who decide everything anymore. Finally you became more decisive. Actually i was kind of shock when you decided to let go. I've never thought that you would say that, i thought it would always be me. Well i think i didnt know you so well so i thought.
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I believe time will make things clear, so i'm giving you time to think over again. But concentrate on ur study first. Most importantly, I band you from reading my blog, so stop reading. This is copyright linjin's blog, so when i say you are block means you are block.
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So many things happen on saturday that i forgot it was michelle's birthday. Sorry girl, happy belated brithday! ^^
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Next coming up big event is exams. JIAYOU!
THE END.
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With heartfelt words... ;
Monday, February 09, 2009
Big load off my shoulder. Just finish my ED and CAD project last friday, have been doing together with lydia for more than a week. So happy it was finally finished, I was quite with our work, we put in so much efford. I think this is the biggest project i have ever done since poly life, it took me longest time and most efford to finish it.
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Sometimes i was thinking, humans are so weird. Everytime we talk about someone, or critisize about what other people do. Have we ever thought that we are just the same as the person we critisize?
Everyone are just the same, is just how well u can act infront of other people. When u are saying another people is the 2 head snake or etc. If u are not saying it infornt of that person, that makes u same as her/he. When you are also talking behind other people, then you've got no right to complain already. That includes me, cause i'm also a human. Nobody is naive, we all have motive in everything we do, everything we say. The difference is just what we want, whether our motive is good or bad, whether the results hurts other people anot.
We are just like the actors who covers our true self infront of other people everyday. Some people dont even know who they are for their whole life. Some people are just trying to act and make people like them. Are you one of them? Or are u really who think you are?
No matter what, i believe people who meant to be friends will eventually be. If we've got no fate, then just forget it. Keep forcing ourselfies will only make everyone tired. Imagine you have to smile to the person u dont like every day? Isnt it a torture? hahas anyway, no matter what life still goes on. So just face everyday we a smile from the start. I believe things will eventually get well. ^^
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Exams are just around the corner, so must jiayou study!
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