Wednesday, November 25, 2009
It's been so long since i last blogged, this blog is becoming so empty. So many things happened in this few months, so many changes and we all grow through things that happen. Time past so fast, 3 years of poly life is coming to an end soon. Sometimes im thinking what have i done in this 3 years, but i couldnt come out with anything, nothing.
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Im having my internship programme now, it's been 2+ months since i started this IAP, Was posted to a fire consultant company. Learning new things, meet new people. I do feel happy that i was posted to this company, at least i feel that im more lucky than many of my friends and i get to go for company trip. The company trip is next week but i still dont feel realistic, maybe is cause im working everyday, maybe is cause im too tired to even think about it, dont know.. This is the first time i've ever been to vietnam, i wonder how it looks like over there. Im sure it will be a nice experience, looking forward to it.
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Sometimes im wondering, what would my future be, there is too many things that i want to do, too many places that i want to visit but i can only think about it. Its too many that i m confused, i dont know what are the things that i really wanted. I want to see the world but im afraid to change my small world.
Sometimes im wondering if the decisions i make is right or wrong, always wondering what would it have been if i had choose another path..
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lost, empty.. is my feeling...
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With heartfelt words... ;
Friday, May 08, 2009
This is the 3rd week since school started. New class, old faces, new friends. I think this semster is the most stressful sem ba. So many modules, boring lessons, dont know how to make myself interested in the lesson. Is always either late, sleep or talk in the class. haha but nvm, im used to it and i like this kind of life?
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Anyways this sem is a boring sem, dont really have any mood to do things, doesnt have any special interest in anything, feel so empty. Feels like empty soul.
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Lastly zong is an idiot!
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Went to wild wild wet on saturday. This is my first time been there, so excited. And i finally saw lydia after so long, i think got few weeks already. hahas, we played for few hours and left cause was starting to rain. Though it was only few hours but i think i got sun burn already. The skin havent start to pill off but my skin is pain, can touch but cannot rub. It was a very fun day, expecially we get to meet up and chit chat.
Long holiday without a job is so boring, theres only me at home everyday. Too lonely until i dont want to stay at home. Go out will spend money, dont know what should i do. Bored.
A new start, lets hope that it's a good ending too. Try our best. I think im just not used to the life without you, thats why. I've been like this for so long, i just cant stop so suddenly, i cant get use to it. I just dont wan to change, i dont want to feel insecure. I dont know what i want too.
Confused.
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Friday, March 20, 2009
Holiday Holiday~~~
First thing is i changed a new handphone! YAY cause my contract end already, so recontract, and i got a new phone. Finally changed. This time i took a LG cookies. Use until now, i think is not bad la, just that sometimes i think its abit lag.
Next, this holiday im not going to work, so im slacking everyday, play majong, etc.
Plus plus, i bought a new PSP, my so called friend finally return me the money so i bought a new PSP again.
Lastly, today the results came out, and my result was not bad. Not very good also, just normal. But zp's result was a surprise! His result was damn good! hahas
Now im enjoying my holiday, tomorrow i will be going to wild wild wet, this is my first time going there! dont know what to wear. Zzzz
ps: i dont even know what is our relationship now, i dont even know what you want.
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Friday, February 27, 2009
Today will be the answer day, and the result is.. this is the end.
It will be the end for us but a new start for me.
We should look forward to our new life and i believe i will live better than now.
Same goes to you too, the most important thing is dont ever smoke again. This time you wont be able to turn back and you will regret it.
And i do agree the fact that we have different mind set. But you are the one who said that you will change, in the end you take back your words. Didnt know you are this kind of person though i have know you for so many years. Haha but i expected that you cant change right from the start, however i still wanted to give you a chance, since everyone deserve a 2nd chance. I wanted to try to believe in you but you dissapoint me. Plus there are too many things happened between us and people around us. In the end you choose to end it. Since is 2 year plus, not say long but not short either, im sure we've grow. And i think is fate that we cant we together since ur family dont like me and my family dont like u also.
Maybe we just dont suit each other, but i still hope u will have a better life without me.
And im sure i will be better than now.
Tomorrow is always a better day. ^^
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Woots!!! Exams are finally over!! Took the last paper this afternoon, now is time to wait for the results. And time to enjoy my holiday!
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Monday, February 16, 2009
Is only been a week and so many things happen. Yaozong's friend pass away yesterday, very shocking for everyone, it's hard to accept for everyone. Is such a young guy with lots of hopes for the future. But i guess it cant be help. I believe what we can do is to fulfill the things he cant for him, to take his share and live his life for him. I believe everyone have to go through the pain of friends or familes deadth. Is just hard to let go because he is still young, he still have a long way to go, he still havent see the world. But no matter what, life still gones on. Now that we realize that human is so weak, we wont know what will happen next, i think we all should treaure people around us more, dont wait until it's gone and regret.
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One chapter of my life comes to an end, chapter with you. Now a new page will start, and more interesting things will happen in the future, i believe.
I thought that we would walk to this stage sooner or later, since we have been keep quarreling all this while. We just couldnt come to an conclusion, we dont have the same mindset, our thinking is different. Everytime i ask you ok anot, you will always say you are fine with it, you can accept, but it seems that you finally burst. However, this time i give you the chance to make desicion. Is not me who decide everything anymore. Finally you became more decisive. Actually i was kind of shock when you decided to let go. I've never thought that you would say that, i thought it would always be me. Well i think i didnt know you so well so i thought.
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I believe time will make things clear, so i'm giving you time to think over again. But concentrate on ur study first. Most importantly, I band you from reading my blog, so stop reading. This is copyright linjin's blog, so when i say you are block means you are block.
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So many things happen on saturday that i forgot it was michelle's birthday. Sorry girl, happy belated brithday! ^^
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Next coming up big event is exams. JIAYOU!
THE END.
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